Darkness And Pain
I was told many times I will lose my light and it will be with held from me.I was fearful of these words spoke to me by many spirits.As my previous post discussed the rewriting of fate,here it is in another way.I had much pain caused by the light going out.There is light within me for how long I dont know.My light has been taken by being in pain,periods of insanity due to deep occult workings ,lost opportunities and dealing with my loved ones in pain.Pain h…as created a deeper bond with these loved ones.I have found a new career path which is rather unsavory to most.A friend reminded me of how we are created in darkness-9 months in the womb and from there we are born with our mothers in pain.We are bound in pain and darkness from the beginning.I have lost fear of the darkness within and with out .I am in the more uncomfortable feeling which I am beginning to adjust.From the scourge to the whip ,so it is.I am beginning to see how false the light truly is and how much falsehood/dogma makes us feel comfortable and safe.To truly advance we must be unsafe,uncomfortable and insecure to find new ways to be strong in the darkness.I was shown a picture of me from years ago and asked who is that? My answer I do not know for she is not me nor her I.Bind to pain,bind to darkness and become the very thing society fears you will.
Summoning the succubus/incubus was considered quite vogue during the victorian period.This fits me perfectly as many know I love that time period.In latin the word succuba means to lie under or lay beneathThe succubus are said to be of the djinn or one who is of fire or smokeless fire which I tend to agree with.The succubus is said to only be visible to those with second sight.Some classify sirens as succubus.Others see her as deamonic with horns,cloven feet and deamonic wings which is how I view her.Some claim she is a woman who wears white who haunts crossroads and country roads waiting for men to cross her path.She is said to enter the mind of the sleeping for sexual purposes.Some claim the succubus is a beautiful young woman with avian or repetilian features with serpentine tails and forked tongues.I myself in my deamonic form have deamonic wings,cloven feet with a tail,horns,claws and a forked tongue.Penteration during sex with the succubus is said to feel like entering a icy cold place.Most claim the succubus is said to be a horrid creature however Pope Sylvester claimed he had a long term affair with one named Meridiana who assisted him to raise him through the ranks of the Catholic Church.It is said to be dangerous for sex with a succubus shortens their victims life span and destroys their health including death.I know the incubus/succubus choke or suffocate their victim during sex.Succubus are also said to be able to force their victims into sex for the purpose of taking their semen to give to their incubus partners for the purpose of creating children called cambions.I am going to post up my personal summoning for the succubus/incubus here within the next few days.The succubus is a complicated creature of many forms who holds the power to destroy ,bring life or even assist those who gain favor with her.
What Is The Soul?
To me,the soul is our consciousness of this life.To me,it is stuck in the body.Astral projection,shades of the dead are but servitored aspects of the mind.If one can create attachments from a curse or ritual,thoughtforms ,we can mind control,servitor ourselves.
Multiple Souls,Aspects of The Self,Spirits
For many cultures,the soul has an aspect that is the name of the person.For me,I have multiple alias which are names people go by or are known as.I came into the world with more then one legal name not just a first middle and last.I am also a gemini.I have created other names for myself.These can be worked with as various spirits,familiars of the self.These are also ways to safe guard power,your soul or even your magicks against ano…ther.Some of these aspects of the self can bear the same energy signature which some recognize in my groups,writing or blogs.Some aspects of the self can have their own.Think of a multiple personality person or one with a split personality on a spiritual or magickal level vs a mental disease/difficulty.Recognize these aspects of the self,figure out what type of person,what jobs,magickal abilities and practices.Give them a name and form.I consider this servitoring the self.I have spirits of the self which none have met.Some are attached to others allowing me to remote view,dream or influence them.Energy working can be done.Think of it as a web.The main brain is the hub where these spiritual aspects of the self are connected and are able to act from.The aspect of the self which looks at things from an outside view can be seen as the controller to a degree.The shadow cast by the sun is a soul piece.For me,I do not see the soul as some higher aspect.I see it as my consciousness which one can servitored and controlled consciouslyEven the subconscious can be reached.People can block out memories and have flashbacks or remember traumas that happened ,in this way the subsciousness can be servitored.There is nothing more powerful and dangerous then the mirror.Know thyself .I know myself through a million names,lives and adventures.I have begun to work with death aspects of myself.Many times these selves die and I guide them through the afterlife.If my consciousness is so programmed to do things when I physically die,these consciousness soul pieces will be so ingrained to the very core.I should be able to program,store these pieces of consciousness with a food source.One prefers to eat fruit while another prefers wild foods.Many have animal forms/familiars.The conscious mind combined with the subconscious becomes a unified self of power.I am my own cult,my own cove,church,organization.Mind control of both aspects of the mind is possible as a way to control the soul and remove yourself from the slave cycle.Slave the aspect of the mind,make it a servitor slave then move into master form which can be seen as the spirit form.The spirit form can be the fallen angel ,deamon or Goddess. Human soul progression that creates its own life cycle of reincarnation,your own blood line.This allows one in a sense to live past,present and future lives.Know thyself,master the self,spirit the self.
Baphomet,She Males-Left Hand Path Symbols
Baphomet is a goat like human with both breasts and an erect penis.Often associated with Satanism,it is not for me personally.It is a symbol of the unity of the animalistic nature of man and woman into one being.I do not believe in duality personally as to me it is the illusion of rhp dogma however I do believe in the unifying of the animal nature of each of us.There is much symbolism and stories behind Baphomet that I am not going …to get into here.Everyone can research that on their own time.I do see Baphomet as being a symbol of the left hand path often equated with Satanism.She males are humans with both breasts and a penis.Are these not symbols of the unifying of the masculine and feminine principles of the self should one believe in this duality?.Are she males also the closest we as humans have to Baphomet?Perhaps she males are symbols of the left hand path before unifying with the deamonic or animalistic nature of ourselves .Regardless of sexual orientation,she males are the closest form of Baphomet in the flesh.Recognized in porn and also BDSM scenes-why not be recognized as symbols of the left hand path in modern times?If one is to believe that the self is made of both male and female aspects to be united then the she male figure would be a great image to work with.She-goats are women who have unified with their animalistic satanic self where the He-goat can be seen as the male who has unified with his animalistic satanic nature.All are symbols of the left hand path of the adversary.I enjoy the image of a she male but identify with a She-goat personally.How do you view these concepts,images ,the lhp and satanism?I am most curious on these.
Cigarette Ritual Working
Many spirits enjoy a good smoke especially ones such as Jezebel.I know voodou works with cigars and such in conjunction with spirits.How else can one work with cigarettes?
First and foremost-I do not cast love spells.One went awary on me and that was it.I prefer love by free will lovers by force at times.I do not recommend them at all but here they are for those who seek.I also do not smoke as it makes me ill.
These spells are only cast on smokers utilizing fire to ignite passion and love with possible ties to connecting through the addiction of smoking.This will arouse love and reunite lovers that are exs.Speak to the tobacco and tell it what must be done.Roll the cigarette and give to the man to smoke.Or smoke it summoning him to you.
Friendship spell -cast on a waning moon on a Friday.Give a gift to him and be sure it is one to stay with him.In the tobacco add a pinch of salt and sugar.Roll it and smoke with the intent to make the offence no more between you two.
Love spell-write the man’s name on the tube.Add a drop of blood.Roll it and smoke it in silence.Catch all ashes in your hand throw them to the wind.Say:you can not leave until you gather these ashes together .
Here is a cursed cigarette spell link:http://dianaandpansson.tumblr.com/post/40029821392/cigarette-spell-the-cursed-cigarette
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This is my far one of my favorites for a few reasons.The female menstrual cycle is considered gross by many including women.Menstrual sex is a way to get into blood fetishes,blood magick and sex magick all in one.I prefer the first 2 days as that is my heaviest days.Plastic,towels or an old blanket can be layed down.I dont recommend the shower due to the fact the blood is washed off for the most part during sex.I want it bloody,messy and raw so i …go with an old blanket.Sigils can be drawn on both bodies in blood. Humiliation words can be added such as slut ,whore,my kitten and slave.Blood can be eaten and digested in part of the ritual as well.Chants,music or words of power can be added in as well.This can be done via oral sex or even fed to each other from the fingers of each or from some type of item of choice or toy.I prefer to either have oral sex or feed each other my blood.Upon climax,visualize and be focused on the intent.I do not apply dogmatic correspondences of menstrual blood magick workings to my practice as I make my own correspondences.Also,when I am on my cycle many of my discomforts are gone or dimished.My one familair always has sex with me when i am on my period either when i am in sex with a partner or by himself.Blood bindings,pacts and other forms of contracts can be worked with however really anything can be .Servitors can be made this way as well.What types of blood magick,fetishes or sex magick with blood do you practice or want too?what are your thoughts or ideas?What views do you have on the menstrual cycle in general?